Same old, same old, really.
But things are starting to pick up now. I have a couple short films I'm trying to line up, and i'm hoping I'll get a callback from Studio for the audition I did back in October. I have no paid acting work yet, but I'm getting some nice things to build up my resume and we'll see where it goes. They sound like they may want to consider me for the Box Office after my internship is over, if we can work a schedule out. I also applied for some Brand Ambassador gigs that I heard about through one of the actors in the student film I'm shooting this weekend, but I've not gotten any leads yet. (There's great money and flexibility in it, so fingers crossed - my loans go into repayment tomorrow.)
My biggest issue is still this whole dating thing. I can't get into it. Can't get my head around it. But i need practice, just going on dates! And yet I still don't want to do it just to do it. And yet I have no problem talking to/with guys when I'm already with them for other things; it's just like...knowing it's suddenly going to be a one-on-one shuts me down.
I think, with everything in my life right now, I like the image of it more than the actual thing.
